Sunday, 18 May 2008

• Written the Morning of May 15th.

  I  am interested in learning those lessons & experianceing that experiance. But what is the point? If what I believed is true, those lessons & experiances will be pointless, no good will come from them, but perhaps bad will. But then there is that chance I feel to be small that what I believe is just there to keep me from what I should be doing? Let's put it in terms of schooling:

  I am interested in studying fashion design*. But I feel I know that I do not need anything I could possibly learn from it later in life. If I choose to stufy it, it will just be to satisfy my short-term curiosity. If I choose to study fashion design, what will I be choosing it over? Will I possibly be missing out on something that could have affected my life for the better? But what if I really excel in this subject and it turns out to affect my life for the better? Should I choose Maths* which I can see the logical purpose in, although I may not be good at, and therefore waste my time, or should I choose Fashion Design which I believe will be fun but also may not have a purpose.

  *I am not really talking about school subjects. Just a metephorical example

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• always a let down

  Isn't it great when you make friends?! It feels so good, right? All is well for the first month or so.

  But then...

  The sucky part of friends is when you eventually find out something you dont like about them. the weird thing is soe of your other friends do that exact same thing or think like that or whatever, but it doesnt worry you when THEY do it, but with certian people it does.

  I mean SP1* has done ALOT of stuff that I would not approve of, yet they still get the same amount of care and love for them as people who don't do that. But if say, Jane* was to do it I would loose some respect for them.

  We're all human in the end and we all do stupid things that others don't approve of. So why can some get away with it?

  why do I have different stanards for different people? Do you?

  * Names changed to protect identities.

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• Hi everyone! I'm just getting started on Revelife... Drop me a comment if you've got some ideas on what to do first - or just to say, "Hi!" :-)

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